I spent all night with Aubree, and I haven’t had such a nice night in a long time. We went to the library, and then to get my car. (The belt tensioner collapsed.. cost $200… thank god I have a cool brother!) Anyways, after that we went and saw a movie with my little brother. […]

Ok… I guess I shouldn’t have doubted Nick. He is my best friend after all. They did go see a movie without me, but only because Dannon told her that I wasn’t coming. But after the movie they came to my house. I wasn’t there though… but my mom called me and, anyways, they met […]

Well, here I am.. alone and at home. Last week I planned to hang out with Tina. I actually planned for me and my friends to hang out with her. Well, yesterday my car broke down. The serpentine belt broke. So I can’t drive it, and when I called them, they said there were going […]

There are few things that I deem as pure truth anymore. I don’t even trust my heart very much anymore. I don’t know if it’s because it hurts when I do, or if I always think it’s just lying at me. Looking at the past couple years, my life feels like a dream. Another thing […]

I constantly wonder if I’ll be enough. If just love will be enough. And I never know. Love is a great thing… but what good is love if you can’t be with that person? I woke up in a dream today To the cold of the static/And put my cold feet on the floor Forgot […]

I just wanted to respond to her: Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Bad Day Im such a bitch, I hate myself No your not a bitch! Stop being like that! I would have posted to her journal but I got a Sorry, user kenna143 does not list you as a friend, and they’ve set the […]

*sigh* I guess it’s just another stupid day for me. I guess I should have expected it. It started out all right. Me, Aubree and Nick went rock climbing. I led the 5.9 (the same one I fell on last time) and got to the top. Yay for me. It seemed a little easier this […]

The last few days have been interesting… First of all, I went to see legally blond with Aubree and my little bro last night. It was actually kinda funny… and yes, kinda lame… heh. Afterwards, we found out my sister was in the hospital. Apparently she tried to commit suicide. This time by ODing on […]

Whee! I’m online, on my computer! Took long enough. Went through three modems before I gave up and got my nice 3com 56K PCI modem back from Alex. Popped that in and it worked great. 🙂 Yesterday was the Halloween party Nick, Aubree, Steve, and I (kinda) planned. Me and Aubree wrote most of the […]

Yea, last night was quite fun. Me and Nick went swimming. We spent most our time in the hot tub talking to the lifeguards, but I did do a few dives and laps. I couldn’t even do a good swan dive. *sigh* I guess it’s not to be unexpected though.. I haven’t been on the […]