Current things are too hectic right now, so I’m going to overlook them.. and.. anything pertaining to girls… because right now I’m too confused as it is about them. They’re repainting my apartment and cleaning the carpets, so I should be able to move in pretty soon. My mom asked what I wanted for my […]
Possession
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide, Voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time, The night is my companion and solitude my guide, Would I spend forever here and not be satisfied, And I would be the one to hold you down, kiss you so hard, I’ll take your breath away […]
I can’t stop now… not until my hearts dead.
Ok… I won’t stop posting… as far as I’m concerned, I still love her…. and so there is no reason for me to stop. I guess I can fully understand why she hates me now… I always told her I was too good to be true. So I guess I’ll continue loving her, and she […]
Last Post
This will most likely be the last post I write on here. I started this for a special person… but… she’s.. gone now so it seems. So there is no reason for me to continue this fantasy. For now, I guess I live in the real world. Take the pain as it comes and see […]
The paths you take in life.
This man began life like most people. He started out being carried because he was too young to walk. After a while he began to walk, both his hands holding one of his parents. In the joy of his youth, he walked like this, until suddenly, he watches his father walk away. Being young, he […]
The beginning of a new path
Today I started going out with Aubree. I hope Nagi will remain a good friend, but I do love Aubree…. always have although I hated to admit it for a bit. Hopefully the future will brighten up though.. We’ll see… ~ Matt
Back at work… *sigh*
The net was down for most cable-internet users in the area, so I was offlline for the night, and because I don’t have a modem I was unable to get online. *sigh* Oh well.. Here I am, as miserable as ever. Back at work. It’s really strange.. I actually find myself sighing everytime it beeps […]
Hectic nights
Today went by fairly well. Moved most of my stuff, and went to see Final Fantasy. (Good movie, but it lacked the magic from the games… Oh well.) The only problem I had was being tired. I spent most the night last night packing, so I had only like two hours sleep. It sucked… My […]
I’m Back…
I wasn’t expecting anything to happen tonight… I was totally just expecting on getting home from the Anime Expo, talking to Nagi to way early into the morning… and falling asleep. Instead, I go to a park with Aubree to talk… agree to date her for the time being, and watch the world blow up […]
Last Post for a week..
This will be my last post for a week or so. California has finally come upon me, and I’m SO excited! I’m hoping it’ll turn out well. I have my Kendo uniform packed and I’ll be taking my Katana and Bokens. All my anime tee-shirts as well, even though I know I’m going to pick […]