*sigh* I guess it’s just another stupid day for me. I guess I should have expected it. It started out all right. Me, Aubree and Nick went rock climbing. I led the 5.9 (the same one I fell on last time) and got to the top. Yay for me. It seemed a little easier this […]
Life
The last few days have been interesting… First of all, I went to see legally blond with Aubree and my little bro last night. It was actually kinda funny… and yes, kinda lame… heh. Afterwards, we found out my sister was in the hospital. Apparently she tried to commit suicide. This time by ODing on […]
Party party paaaaarty!
Whee! I’m online, on my computer! Took long enough. Went through three modems before I gave up and got my nice 3com 56K PCI modem back from Alex. Popped that in and it worked great. 🙂 Yesterday was the Halloween party Nick, Aubree, Steve, and I (kinda) planned. Me and Aubree wrote most of the […]
Fun?
Yea, last night was quite fun. Me and Nick went swimming. We spent most our time in the hot tub talking to the lifeguards, but I did do a few dives and laps. I couldn’t even do a good swan dive. *sigh* I guess it’s not to be unexpected though.. I haven’t been on the […]
Life as a single man
I’ve been single now for a couple days, and it’s been interesting. I went out with a bunch of friends yesterday, and Aubree was there… so it was interesting, but it was nice. At least I’m sure we’ll always be friends now. I will always care for her, so it’s good to know we’ll always […]
Matthew Jones And Aubree Moyes July 14, 2001 – October 20, 2001
It began with a kiss and ended with a kiss. And thus ends the relationship I had hoped to never end. She says she’s not ready to love anyone, but she still loves me. *sigh* At least I’m not crying anymore. There was nobody for me to go to either. Bob wasn’t home, and Nagi […]
Airman Matthew Jones, United States Air Force
So, it’s finally done. I am now a member of the United States Air Force. Right now my departure date is May 28th, 2002, although it’s on a “move up” status so I might leave next tuesday for all I know. I go in for 8 years, but only 4 of them have to be […]
Just a small apology
Just wanted to apologize to Aubree publicly after yesterday. I was kinda really depressed and in the idea that sh wanted m gone. I was kinda rude and it wasn’t my true feelings. Just so you know, she’s been the best thing that’s happened to me in the last few years. I do love her […]
Some personallity test I stole from Alex
Disorder Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Low Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Low Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Low — Click Here To Take The Test — I guess that makes sense. Nothing really wrong with me… except dependent. I’m afraid to be alone. I hate it. It doesn’t kill me, but […]
Me, My life, the air force
Well, heh.. here is me quickly relaying the last month or so of my life. Well, it started out with way leading onto way. Now I look back with a sigh because there were paths I wish I would have taken and didn’t and now I’m stuck on this one. I received a phone call… […]