Last night I had an interesting dream. It starts out with me and Aubree. We were evading something. I wasn’t sure what it was at first, but I just knew that it was chasing Aubree. We ran through a bunch of obsticles, and it took both of us to keep ahead. Then someone else (whom I won’t name) showed up, and started running with us. He wasn’t helping, just he was there… almost mirroring Aubree.

Anyways, it ends with us getting split up. I sit in a tree and wondering why I’m helping her. (We were in a yard, and she was a few houses away, and I see the demon, as I feel it was, walking around. I point to it and sit there. I don’t run to help her anymore. I tried to help her, but she still ran away from me. After a while of sitting there, I finally get up and just start walking. I walked past a house and notice on the sidewalk a pool of blood. Nothing more.

I wonder what one has to do to call up demons. Whose heart one has to break, or what someone has to betray to call upon that evil. I don’t know… I don’t know it the blood was hers, but I don’t think I’ll ever see Aubree again to question it.

As for my future. I don’t know if I’ll have my own demons. But I intend to keep the friends I have. It’s only when we work together that we stay safe. I do believe that. And I’ll end this with a snippet of a conversation I had with a good friend of mine. It describes how I feel pretty well…

triderA (7:32:53 PM): I really do hope your doing well though. I hope things start going better for you. Also, I’m really being sincere in this….
eggplant ninja (7:33:24 PM): i know
eggplant ninja (7:33:24 PM): thanks 😀
eggplant ninja (7:33:31 PM): and you…
StriderA (7:34:17 PM): *smile* Don’t worry about me. I make my future, I’m not going to let ‘fate’ give me what it think my future will be. I’m going to make the future I KNOW it will be.

Good night.
Matt

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