I was sitting around and thinking today, mainly because there wasn’t anything else to do… and realized how much of my life I missed out on because I wasn’t born in Japan. … No wait.. hear me out on this!

First of all, I missed out on those special moments when I stop calling someone by their last name and use their first indicating I consider more of a friend. I missed out on saying cute little things like ‘Aguuu!’ when things don’t go exactly like I wanted. (Well, I do say Nyaa and Meow a lot.. but it’s different!) I missed out on all that manga! Missed out on visiting shrines and buying cool friendship lockets with friends. Missed out on throwing my teeth on the roof of the house. (Culture thing.. ignore if you don’t understand.) No wearing a kimono for ‘boys’ day and no sending chocolate to girls on white day…

Well, I guess I just wish I was in a anime, where everything ends up wonderful. Well, where at least one thing ends up wonderful. I wouldn’t mind just having a job I like. Just one thing…
But I guess I’m waiting…. someday I suppose… I hope for it…

Now.. I have a job I don’t like… I love a girl for who she was, but detest her for what she is now.. wish I had a girl who loves another… and wish I had a friend here I could talk to. Just walk around town and mess around with. Just one would be nice…
I guess I just don’t take well to being alone. I’ll live, but it’s hard.

Well… I guess I should get to sleep.. need to be up in 6 hours… *mutter*
Goodnight world…
Matt

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